Days i can't forget about it

15th of November. He leave us. It's happen in a sudden.
And i was playing happily in school. I didn't realize it until my aunt told me.
I didn't have any reaction after i heard the news. I just shocked and doing nothing.
4 something. The coffin back to my grandpa's home. And i saw his face. He went peacefully.
I talked to my grandpa the day before he passed away. However i never met his last face. That's i regret owing to i'm late.

The 2nd night. Prayed for my grandpa. All of my relatives back to a normal mood and started to accept the truth. They do forget the sad memories and chitchat with each other to reduce their down mood. And how about me??
Firstly i must thanks to every one of you who had tired to console me when i was down. Especially YOU.
Secondly I appreciate that you had accompanied me whole night. I'm really moody seriously. However your appearance aids to reduce my painfulness. Truthfully, I'm glad to know you. You always make me feel comfortable. And i begin to live without you. Thank you for your support and chill.

17th of November. Closed coffin and sent to sepulcher. Before it close, i saw grandpa Last and least face. I was cried. My tears was not under control. It dropped one by one followed by snivel.
And i had influenced my relatives. They all started to cry. Our heart, our mind, even our hands were tried to awake my grandpa. Shouted. Screamed.
No use. He won't awake.
Lastly it closed the cover. It just like writing a dot behind the story between me and my grandpa. While i wont forget about you and you will stay in my heart forever and ever.
I love you Gong!!!

You are the only one.......................

You are the only one who can make me emo.

You are the only one who i cares so much.

You are the only one who i will jealous because of you.

You are the only one who i like most.

You are the only one who i try to understand more about you.

You are Unique. You are Complicated.

SPM is around the corner. I know myself i can't accompany you more. But i will try to talk to you when i am free. i know myself i'm still stranger with you. but i will try to walk inside your mind your heart. I know myself i may not as perfect as him. But i will try to be myself as better as you wish.
Like a person doesn't meant to owe her or him. I like you. However i will wish and support your decisions. Whatever how is it. If you think he is suitable try to have a new beginning. I will support you.
No matter What relationship you have. I wish you to happy always & u Won't recall back the sad memories.


I made myself several promises. I wish i will made it as soon as possible.
Especially i can get excellent result in my SPM.
Good luck and All the best.